Thursday, June 29, 2006


hellos!
today's the fourth day after skul reopens .
and the past three days totally sucks ,
zhen de .. =(
haiis~ felt lyk breakin dwn but beared wib it .
dunno wen ii will .
mayb all of a sudden `
i cant take any more ci ji le .
so pls .. watch your words when you talk to me . =X
c0s ii may burst out crying all of a sudden .
haiis .
i hate this sia ..
arghh~ hao xiang ku orhs ..


on the 1st dae of skul ;
i skipped happily to school wib joy .
i was so excited to see everyone ,
my beloved classmates and fwens .
bud tings din turn out so well ..
saw the practical side of the world .
was so sad ..
jus dun understand why this reality is so practical .
hate it . =(
den at nite , c0s ii forgot to do my 1 of my NCelz chi de hmwk .
so hab to do .
den ii did all my hmwk at ard 8.3o .
and there're lyk tons `
so ii completed dem at ard 11 .
den ii hab to do the hmwk in the net .
used the comp , and told my mum politely .
and she scolded me fer always sayin dat ish schoolwork wen ish not .
and dat ishh so late le .
" as if i wann de liddat norhs .. i was dead-tired !
i wanna slp too . but i cant !"
den i went into the room and used the comp .
i dont care .. den jie cum in to nag at me agn .
reminding me what tym is it and all .
i was already so pissed off and her words added on to it .
went to bed after completin it
and kind of shouted into my pillow .
so as not to make any noise and to shout out everything in my heart .
dats how i fa xie las . heheh .
felt much better .. and slept .

the nxt dae was worse !
the day was so long wib my cca until ard 6 .
and ii took the class key bud forgot to return it !
arghh~ rmb it at the bus-stopp .
and had to walk back ..
den ii had tution at 7 .
it was oreadie 6.3o by den .
so ii went to tution straightaway !
i was already so tired after the cca .
and bec0s ii wasnt sure if i had anythin after skul on fri .
so ii have to force myself to go ..
mr tian was shocked to see me in my skul uni .
haas . i ate a little food at his hse wich i bought , a moment ago .
and started tution .
mr tian was so good . he kind of pity me oso .
c0s cca so late .. must be tired .
at 1st he wanna let me off early de .
c0s he knew i had a long day in skul ..
bud i had to come back agn on fridae .
i still wasnt sure if i had anythin on , on fri .
so i wasnt let off early .
c0s oso dun wanna bai pao yi tang ma .
hais~ so jus beared wib it fer awhile norhs .
it was the longest day ever~
went to skul at 7 am and reached home at 9 pm .
was so tired ..
whole day of studies . =(
i cudnt believe it .

den on the 3rd dae was worst .
early in the morning ,
i had to see people's attitude .
at 1st it was jie ..
she kept her rubber band and dun wanna let me use ..
c0s ytd nite , i was jus playin wib her
and took her fone .
and she made a big fuss out of it ..
i was already quite angry .
den in the car ,
had to see my dad's attitude again .
den kind of hab to beg him liddat .
so was really really pissed off at that moment .
and went out the car ,
slamming the door . =X
c0s i was really angry ..
early in the morning , have to beg so many ppl liddat .
argh~ den wx din come to skul , sick .
i felt lyk cryin in the morning .
but beared wib it too .
haiis~
den during pe ,
din do much either .
wasted two periods , slacking ard .
it was really a bad day for me .
:(

three days of this ..
i'm really going crazy soon ..
feeling sick sometymx .
bud i fink i was just mentally tired .
very tired ..
i wanna rest .

then today , the fourth day ..
my luck finally changed better ..
was so happiie~ =)
bud felt so damn low after skul againn ..
argh~


so please spare me , okay .
i'm really tired .
hate school all of a sudden .
how i wished tomorrow is weekends .
i loved weekends !
that's the only time to rest ..
i hope so .
(>.<)

hope things can turn better .
c0s i cant take it anymore ..